Sophia:
I could feel the walls around me closing in. Seeing Logan in that hospital bed, man, it did something to me.
"Oh, Lo," I whispered, walking over to him. I knew he would sleep for a while. I knew it would still be some time before I could give him a mouth full for scaring me like that.
I sat for twenty minutes listening to the incredible nurse explaining everything in great detail, right down to how long they thought he would have to stay, what his chest Xray showed, how his drug screen confirmed he had done heroin tonight, and when she left I sat in the chair next to him and let those anger-fueled, hurt filled tears fall down my face while slipping an Airpod into my ear.
"Mommy, Mommy!" Elias's little face made me smile.
"Hi, buddy!" even though I spoke softly, the exciteme
