Sophia:
My back was against the small shower wall as the cold water pelted into my burning skin. I have never been so humiliated in all my life.
This wasn't the first time I had woken up from a dream like that, having pleasured myself in my sleep. It got so bad for a while that I met with a doctor who diagnosed me with sexsomnia and tried to help me medicate and create lifestyle changes before I walked out of my house in my sleep and left my baby alone to engage in s.e.x.ual acts with god knows who.
Thankfully, nothing like that ever happened, but in therapy, it was laid off on my experiences with Toby and how I had never been able to have an o.r.g.a.s.m with anyone after him.
I let my hand glide between my thighs, parting myself. My body ached to go back out there and make them wat
