was a taboo
1057 Words
Warning: adult content ahead
Xavier POV
I could feel the cold water dribbling down my skin, but it was doing nothing to the fire burning inside me.
Ashlyn pulling me towards her and begging me for my warmth, kept on playing on my head. Not just that, the flashback of spending time with her skin to skin wrapped in Evan’s quilt kept on haunting me.
“That was just to heal her. Stop thinking about that. Stop!” I muttered, standing under the shower.
I punched the tiles to distract myself. However, I was pulled back to the moment I spent with her, like in a circle. The moment which I secretly enjoyed. I didn't want it to end.
When she first asked for my warmth, I thought she was asking for my coat. So I checked on her. Her fever was getting worse.
So, taking off my coat, I was about to tuck it on her, but she pulled me down and hugged me tightly.
“Please, I want this pain to end. Please make this end. I beg you!” She whimpered in a shivering tone.
Her helplessness was tearing my heart apart.
“I will call the doctor!” I had just announced when suddenly she pulled me towards her.
Then she began to unbutton my shirt.
Grasping her wrist, I asked in astonishment, “What the hell are you doing?”
“I– I don't know!” She whispered, leaning on my chest. “It's chilling, and it is driving me insane!” She cried out.
“I– I am sorry. Please leave me alone before I make myself more embarrassed.”
Then she flipped to the other side, clutching the quilt tight. Her shivering was getting worse. I thought for some seconds before unbuttoning the rest of the button.
Slipping the shirt off, I lay beside her– half naked. Wrapping her belly, I pulled her closer to me.
“You will be fine. You will recover soon!” I whispered near her ear.
Her naked back pressed against my chest. The ticklish sensation traveled all around my skin. I was trying hard not to lose control when suddenly she scooted closer to me.
Her soft skin grinding on my bare skin gave me a boner, which I was trying hard to avoid.
‘Don't think about it! Don't!’ I muttered underneath my breath.
It was the first time I was losing control of myself. All the past years, I had my submissive go wet and squirt being in total control, but with her, everything turned opposite.
I found myself losing my sanity. I didn't know I was into her that badly.
With numerous attempts to not let my boner touch her butt, she finally fell into a deep sleep.
After successfully getting off bed without waking her up, I grabbed my clothes and exited the room.
Inside my washroom, I was trying to extinguish the fire that she had lit.
When cold water didn't work, I was left with only one option.
I grabbed my boner and stroked it back and forth. Closing my eyes, I imagined the wildest dreams. A dream, which was a taboo, but I did it anyway.
In my imagination I did things which I avoided doing with her in that bed. I strolled my finger on her skin, and she flinched at my touch.
Then, with no prior notice, I reached out to grab her melon. I teased her n*****s, making her moan.
Flipping her around, I crawled down to her. Parting her legs, I buried my head inside her triangle. I kissed her thighs and slowly reached her lower lips. As she let out a loud moan, I opened my eyes wide.
I witnessed my load hitting the tile and slipping.
Turning off the shower, I leaned on the wall. The sense of guilt traveled. I wondered if I could face her again.
‘This has to stop!’ I thought to myself.
Wrapping the bathrobe, I made my way out. Then I reached out for my phone.
Standing on the balcony, I dialed my father's number. As I waited for him to answer, I caught the sight of Ashlyn standing on Evan's balcony. Probably, watching the sunset.
I was wondering how she might be feeling, when I noticed that she was wearing Evan’s black tee. It barely covered her thighs.
A moment ago I had wondered how I would be facing her, but now I was caught in jealousy seeing her in his clothes.
“Xavier, my boy!” My father's voice drew me back to reality.
Abruptly, I turned around and focused on the conversation.
“How is everything going on? How is Ashlyn?” Dad asked me questions before I could say a thing.
“Did you arrange a place for her? When should I escort her?” I got straight to the point.
He replied, “I am working on it. It might take some time. Till then why don't you get her enrolled in our college? I don't want her to spoil her studies due to sudden changes.”
I couldn't help feeling enraged by his words. Pinching the bridge of my nose, I grumbled, “Are you even serious? You are concerned about change in her life. What about change in my life?”
“I know you are frustrated, but trust me, you will get used to it.”
His words alarmed me. “What do you mean? Don't tell me she is always going to be here from now on?”
“Only if I cannot find a good place for her. You know I just can't leave her in random hands. The world is a dangerous place to be.”
“More dangerous if she stays with me!” I muttered underneath my breath.
“I am sorry what?” he questioned.
Clearing my throat, I replied, “Nothing! If you are not able to find her place, then I will get–”
“Xavier, can you please stop this?”
Squinting my eyes, I asked, “Stop what?”
“Taking her as a burden which she is not!”
“I –”
He didn't give me a chance to speak and said, “I want to tell you something –”
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