When I woke up I was not sure where I was or what I was doing here, then I remembered and I was a little sad. Hi Esme. Hi Ava how are you feeling? I don't know to be honest. We need to move on and find out what is our next step. We have no pack, I have no idea where we are and we don't have a lot of money left. We will figure something out I am not worried. I sit up in the sofa I was laying in and start to rub my eyes. “I see that you are awake” I snap my head up to the voice and there she is in her pyjamas holding a cup with steam coming out of it. I smile at her, it felt foreign but it felt good to smile again. I remember what we did and why we did it and I don't feel as horrible. I feel like something is missing but I don't feel sad about it or depressed. I am ready to fin