Elli’s Point of View
As the day passed, pakiramdam ko ang daming kulang. Ang daming pagbabago. I keep on praying na sana panaginip na lang ang lahat, na sana bumalik na sa dati ang lahat. Walang zombies, walang apocalypse, andito sila mom and dad, at higit sa lahat… buhay si ate Alona.
Para akong nawalan ng kapatid noong mawala si Ate Alona.
El couldn’t stop crying too noong nakauwe na kami. He is asking what happened, why Ate is dead now.
I couldn’t answer him.
The guilt that I am feeling right now is so hard to carry. I could not even swallow my food thinking of the possibilities.
What if hindi ako natameme?
What if naging mabilis ang mga kilos?
Or at least, what if we tried helping Ate when she was dying? Ang daming mga pwedeng nangyari na hindi namin ginawa. Especial
