My father swapped and betrayed me just to save his f*****g ass.
He knew Kai was into men, that's why he told me to create a defense so if he took a liking to me, everyone will be saved.
What a jerk, if only he had discussed this with me before selling me off.
I thought I was his heir, why would he do this?
Who knew things were going to change and my life wasn't the same anymore.
Kai ordered me anytime he wished, like a robot.
I was walking through the hallway, wondering when the next battle will be commenced, it's been so long since this has happened to me though and I can't seem to get it out of my head, the cries of those civilians who were captured by the Rogues, it was time to save them and have those rogues dealt with, I just can't seem to get enough of it and Kai keeps telling me to save it, he doesn't want to help the civilians, that they should help themselves.
What a swine.
My headache was returning, and my eyes were rolling. I think it is high time I took my drugs and I feel cold too, probably because of the weather outside. I shouldn't have gone out, it would have been better if I had stayed in the clan and let the guards handle this. It was getting out of hand, I nearly staggered, and I felt hungry too.
I should go eat.
Walking along the mansion, I saw something I shouldn't have seen, my mouth gaped open and I felt a burn in my heart.
Kai went faster, slamming into his staff's asshole nearly close to the swimming pool on a bare floor, banging a w***e, one after the other, he had no shame.
"You are so damn tight, Sebastian.'
"Ahhh, so good…" the young man screamed in pleasure, his body shuddering more in ecstasy while his hands were wrapped around his master's neck as Kai thrust deep into the asshole with his legs wrapped around his waist.
Kai groaned and lolled back his head and faced him again. "Spread your legs wider, if you keep closing it like that, how do you expect me to be able to go through properly?"
"Master, my Lord." He quickly apologized and spread it for him, giving him more access and the Alpha went harder and harder as the others watched him from across the pool salivating and hoping for the Alpha to take them too, to his bed.
This was disgusting.
I couldn't watch this anymore, I turned away from him, I needed to get out of there.
I walked faster than my legs could carry me and felt a sting in my heart, this is crazy as I chuckled bitterly.
"Stop there,' his soothing deep voice was enough to stop my legs from walking. "Come back here and watch your husband banging all these people."
My body shook with anger, I couldn't turn, to see him naked with the others dripping saliva over him, I didn't want to see this, this wasn't what I yearned for, I wished it was something else and not this.
"Caspian,' he called.
Was this place a w***e's house, couldn't he have gone to the brothel to do his thing, why at the mansion in broad daylight.
His voice turned solemn. "Don't let me repeat myself or you will have yourself to blame."
I had no choice. I had to turn to him and watch his disgusting act.
"Now, that's more like it, step a little closer to me."
My legs were moving on their own, my eyes were brimming with tears, no, I have to control myself in front of his whores, they will laugh at me, and make fun of this Alpha, who can't protect himself.
"Good, I want you watching me, you know you are terrible in bed, so, watching everyone here will teach you a little thing or so, how about that?"
I sadly smiled a little, I was terrible huh?
I wasn't the one that told him to choose me, he did and how is it my fault for not being good when I'm not even his, to begin with?
"Answer, when you are spoken to, Caspian."
"Yes,' I nodded. "I have to learn,' I replied and the others burst out laughing.
"Hmm." Kai reacted and gave the last thrust to the man, who cried out and shivered with pleasure.
"You are the best, Alpha ever,' he praised, I guess he is happy that he got f****d by an Alpha when he is only a beta and it was burning my soul, the worst part of it was that, Kai was my mate.
What a stigma!
I watched Kai as he f****d about two more of them, releasing his sperm in their assholes and the others even m*********d, drooling at the scene of an Alpha banging an Omega.
"f**k,' he grunted. "You are so wet,' he said and went faster, banging him.
How he got so much strength, to begin with, so much stamina amazed me, I must say and in this case, I have no say in whatsoever he wants his life to be.
I'm just a sidekick, that's what I am to him and nothing else.
What a miserable life I've gotten myself into.
Days passed, and I wasn't allowed to live in the mansion, I was like a prisoner and even if I was allowed, I would be followed by a lot of bodyguards to make sure, they were following my every move and not once did they ever let me see my family.
My parents didn't even bother to check on me, not even once. Except for Jaden, we couldn't see each other, but he kept sending letters secretly to me through my maid for Kai not to find out and after reading what he wrote in the paper, my eyes welled as tears streamed down my face.
I was quite aggrieved, I loved him so much.
"I love you too, Jaden, I love you.' I whispered.
I noticed the door open and prayed it wasn't Kai.
I don't want to have s*x with him tonight, his ways are toxic and he loves mixing pain with pleasure, and I can't handle that.
"Are you okay?" I heard a cute voice behind me.
Turning to him, I realized he was Liam, Kai's son.