AISHA I KNOW THAT I did the right thing. But why did I feel weak after saying that? My shoulders slumped, and my footsteps got heavier as I headed to the parking lot, leaving Spencer on the ground floor of the building. It feels heavy. Saying that to Spencer even if I believe it was the best thing to do, I feel like I wronged myself and him. If I was left alone with my thoughts. I’d be going crazy. Clenching my teeth wasn’t enough to release the frustration I felt. But I kept on walking. I just inhaled a breath and hoped that joining Nichole and Ashley’s plans tonight would somehow distract me from the thoughts I had about Spencer. Nichole and Ashley clocked out earlier than usual. They said they would just wait for me at the apartment. I drove my car and because I was thinkin