Irresistible Fanboy|Yoonmin

Just A Fantasy

Thankfully, I arrived just in time for my first class.

I'm an engineering student, I never wanted or liked this career but my parents insisted on it and god knows what could have happened if I refused it.

I always wanted to abandon it but I don't know why I just kept on studying and here I am ,

already in my last semester, so why stopping now?

Everyone says that I'm smart but I really don't like studying, can you believe it? I really don't enjoy anything related to studies. I just wanna dance. Dancing is what I really enjoy, what I really like.

It's something that represents me, something that represents the real Park Jimin.

After classes I always go and practice some choreos I've made in an empty room. No one can disturb me there. Not my parents.

They never accepted the fact that I want to be a dancer, they just keep on saying that I will just lose my time doing stupid things and that I better go to study.

Dancing is literally prohibited at home. If they ever knew that I was working part time as a dance teacher for kids everyday after morning classes ( when I'm supposed to be at the library) you'll be definitely invited to my funeral. Oh and please, play "Agust D - The Last" for me.

I seriously dream of becoming a dancer, a professional one. I dream of dancing in big stages with famous artists. I dream of a cheering crowd admiring my moves. I dream of becoming a famous and amazing dancer like J-Hope and Taemin.

After finishing classes I checked my phone and...Oh! Someone just posted a picture on their Twitter account!

I sighed after looking at this picture during 5 min and checking that no one was near me to see me fanboying like crazy over an idol

I sighed after looking at this picture during 5 min and checking that no one was near me to see me fanboying like crazy over an idol.

Suga.. why you gotta be so cute and beautiful like this..just why?

If you ask me about my weaknesses I would unhesitatingly answer : "Min Yoongi".

I don't know why but, I like everything about him, his voice, his pale skin, his charisma, his smile, his rapping skills, his eyes, nose, lips... ughh anyways I like EVERYTHING about him.

And it was because of him that I knew that I liked men. No women and no female idols ever attracted me like Yoongi did.

I locked my phone and sighed again.

Will I be able to meet him someday?