THE KING'S HEART

RIEKA POVThe quietness of the dark night, accentuates the emptiness in my soul, No trace of light ever finds me, Happiness feels like a cruelty, always beyond my reach. I face struggle after struggles in my abject life, being married to the Alpha's second son RALPH. Normally being the mate and wife of the potential Alpha and future Luna should be nerve wrenching and exciting, but unfortunately it's not.Reason being that my husband hates me. I know I shouldn't being saying things like that but I just can't help it. The way he treats me is absolutely disheartening, he hits me at every slightest provocation, rain insults at me and sometimes even go as far as locking me in our closet for hours.He wasn't always like this though, he used to be sweet and caring, but all of that came crashing down when he found out that I was buried in debt after our wedding, not that Iied about my financial situation, he just assumed I inherited a fortune from my human mom.I have tried countless times to explain things to him, but he will have no part of it. Things especially have been worse recently, since it was discovered that I can no longer bear him a child. I had 2 terrible miscarriages this pass 6 months and the second one lead in a blocked fallopian tube.At this point it's pretty obvious that my marriage is on it's deathbed and I should probably walk out of it and denounce him as my mate, but I can't, because I lack the courage to, plus I am still in love with my husband, call my names but I just can't help it, he is the only man who has ever approached me for anything, talkless of marriage. If he was to leave me, I would end up alone again, as just the chubby unattractive human daughter