~Ari~ I felt like everything was too good to be true. Zane and I were back together and my world seemed happy again. Today, Zane wanted to take Jaxon and I to the park for a picnic. It was a sweet gesture, but I was nervous at the same time. Eventually, I agreed and now we’re here sitting on this comfortable blanket. Zane held Jaxon and was speaking the baby language to him. At first, I thought Jaxon was going to cry but it seems like he bonded easily with his dad. I plopped a grape into my mouth as I watched them. Jaxon's toothless smile was precious and it only made me feel even more guilty for not coming back sooner. I am also glad that Zane is now around for his life experiences. When he starts teething, forming his first word, or even walking. “What are you thinking about?” He aske