Elijah Garcia I knew this would happen. Okay maybe not surely but I predicted it. I knew the moment I returned here, the moment I returned home, I'd lose my f*****g mind. I'd lose my mind because of someone. Someone I've haven't seen in years. Someone I've tried to forget and write off my life. Someone incredibly special to me: Sammy Walcott. It’s him. It’s all him. I fell back unto my bed looking at the ceilings. Sammy was just next door. He didn't even need to be here to mess with me. How this happened, I can't really tell. He was just my best friend. My best-best friend; we were inseparable, somewhere along the line years ago, something changed. My feelings changed. Back in Louisiana, I tried to steer off this ‘feelings’. I was so convinced it wasn't right. I've stories and fallin