Chapter Twenty One
A few hours later
Even now, knowing what she is, I am fighting a battle that is raging within my self to go check on her, to hold her, I had given in to it earlier, but came back to my senses. I cannot allow myself to be close to her, if I do, then I will be unable to resist her charms, and the more time we spend mating as she would put it, the stronger the bond would be between us, and the harder it will be to kill her.
Even thinking about killing her is causing me so much pain in my heart, it is almost unbearable. She did say that to kill her would be like killing myself, but I cannot dwell on that, if I have to die to save mankind then so be it, I had taken my oath, and I intend to keep it.
I took a large drink of my scotch, in a desperate attempt to steady
