Berkley's POV I walked out of Ace's office with my head held high but the second that those elevator doors opened I lost it and started sobbing. I could see Wolf was uncomfortable, but he didn't say anything. I was thankful that he didn't because right now I felt like an out-of-control psycho. I was all over the place. I had never felt this out of control before. One minute I was happy and the next I was a crying mess and then I wanted to kill him. He said he went to AA for me but that was never going to work. He had to do it for him and no one else. It would never work unless he wanted this for him, and it also wasn't fair to put that on me. It made me feel like if I didn't take him back at the end of the thirty days and he started drinking again he would blame me for that, and I was