Nico's confident in himself. He's confident in his body, how he looks, and his abilities. He loves himself- probably more than he should. He's humbled now and then, especially during baseball practice, but it doesn't stop his confidence from bouncing right back the next day.
Call it a flaw - he calls it a blessing. He doesn't have time to be insecure when there's so many other things he wants to focus on, baseball specifically.
He has moles, lots of moles in fact. There's one right on his eyelid, on his lower lip, his shoulder, and even his butt. The left cheek, not the right. He likes his moles - thinks they add more individuality to him. He's named them all, of course.
Nico's not the tallest, but he's not the shortest either. That right's reserved for Rio and Reese. But he likes his height.
He has tattoos. Nothing compared to the sleeve that Juda's slowly growing, but he has a few littering his body. There's one on his wrist, the outline of a wolf behind his ear, and a random set of flowers running down his forearm. There's no meaning to any of them, he just liked how they looked, and he's thinking of getting another. Piercings might also be in the near future.
His glasses aren't the most convenient, but he prefers the look over no glasses. Juda makes fun of his sports goggles but Nico only adjusts them with a quiet hmph and goes about his day.
There's other things he doesn't like, of course, but he chooses not to focus on those things. It's easier that way, he decided long ago. He likes feeling confident about himself instead, and he's sure it shows.
The thing is - he's usually always confident in himself, so he's not quite sure what to do in this type of situation.
His mind is dizzy with anticipation, and the room feels warm, warmer than it actually is. Or maybe it's him that's hot, he thinks, it must be. He can feel himself grow hotter as he watches Carmen and Juda make out. It's an experience to watch in itself.
As if he's kissing them, his breath catches, turning shallow as his insides turn.
They look good together, he thinks, great, actually. And it makes him want them even more. His body warms with the pleasure he knows he's going to get. The mere thought has his fingers twisting the hem of his shirt, trying not to get hard. But it's hopeless - they're a sight he's never going to forget.
His eyes are greedy, soaking in every part of them he can. His eyes especially linger on Carmen's naked form, the blond unashamedly bare. Nico no longer needs to steal glances during showers, he's allowed to stare now. And stare he does.
His elbows dent the pillow he's laying on, propped up as he watches the passionate display. Just moments ago, he got to feel what Carmen is right now. Nico can still feel the shadow of Juda's lips on his, parting his mouth and making him breathless.
He's kissed them both now, and that's weird in itself, isn't it? They're a lot of things to each other, but boyfriends isn't one of them. But this doesn't make him crave their touch any less.
He's almost desperate for it.
Nico's breath hitches when there's a hand on his thigh - Carmen's. He breaks away from Juda and splits his attention with the pitcher, offering a small, breathless smile. "You're so patient." His voice is soft and full of praise. Nico's insides immediately warm. Eyes trailing down, Carmen takes in how truly wrecked Nico already looks. "And hard~."
Nico doesn't have a bratty reply like yesterday. It's different - the atmosphere. Yesterday with Carmen felt like a playful quickie. It was short, sweet, and he got a quick orgasm out of it. "Yeah." He breathes out, mind growing empty.
Tonight's not like yesterday.
Carmen's hand slides up until it's sneaking under his shirt, cupping the warmth of his side. "You want this, yeah? You look a little nervous."
"I'm not," he denies, giving a gentle shake of his head, but soon hesitates, "Ah- maybe a little." Sheepishness seeps into his tone as he sits up and ruffles his hair as a distraction, "This is gonna sound totally crazy, like, I hardly believe it. I mean- if you just look at me, it makes no sense-"
"Nico-" Juda interrupts.
Adjusting his glasses, Nico looks around aimlessly, "..I'm kind of a virgin," he finally admits.
The following silence is deafening. Carmen and Juda both wait for him to say he's joking, but no, he only scratches his cheek to distract himself from the sudden stillness of the room. "Seriously?" Carmen blurts first. "But you- we talk about s*x all the time."
While Nico could admit he spends a hefty amount of his time reading fan fiction about his favorite dramas, he'd rather keep that to himself. The internet is a scary place, he learned, but it's been more than eye opening to the wonders of kinks. Most kinks he didn't even know were a thing, but quickly developed over time.
Instead of feeling embarrassment, Nico preens, "Shocked, huh? I must seem like a natural. s*x could be my true calling, who knows."
Juda can't help but laugh, amazed with his ever lasting confidence. "You're an i***t. Have your first time with someone you like. Have you even had a crush before?"
"A crush?" His eyes unconsciously drift towards Carmen, and then Juda. There's no explanation for why he hesitates, "..No, never. But I don't care about all that romantic love making bullshit." His arms splay out. "Just f**k me."
"Bullshit?" Carmen echoes. "You're obsessed with that 'bullshit'."
"With other people. It's different." Nico easily waves off. "Really- I want this. I wouldn't have done that stuff with you yesterday if I didn't." He assures, and Carmen's left surprised again, wondering how Nico went along with such a daring act last night when s*x is supposedly new for him. "C'mon~ It's not roomie bonding time without me. Then it's only.." He tries coming up with a name for Juda and Carmen but comes up short. "-You know what I mean."
Juda and Carmen share a look and it says everything they both need to know. I want this too.
"Well," Juda pats Nico's thigh, squeezing softly, "We'll just have to make it special then."
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It's unfair, Nico thinks, that he's only just now touched like this. It's different from what he imagined, his thoughts incomparable to the real thing. s*x- s*x is something he'll definitely be doing more often.
"You okay?" Carmen's laugh is soft, two fingers gently rubbing his inner walls.
"Great," he rasps, desperately trying not to moan aloud. It's fruitless, a sharp gasp is torn from his lips only a moment later, Carmen's fingers rubbing small circles into his prostate.
He's sensitive, Juda notices. His own c**k pulses as he watches Nico quickly fall apart. Nico's naked and splayed out so beautifully on his bed, and of course Juda can't help but grow irrationally possessive from the sight. Carmen tries to work him up slowly, but Nico's already leaking from his tip and gasping so sweetly for more.
And more he gets, Carmen mentally promises to spoil him. It's his first time, after all.
Nico's vision is blocked, his arm laying across his eyes as he pants softly. He didn't expect to feel this much pleasure so soon, especially from a place he rarely touches, but Carmen's fingers reach deep and press into all the right places. His lips part with a moan, craving for something even bigger inside him.
"You feel stretched." Carmen's fingers pull out to rub slow circles into his rim, and Nico's c**k twitches from the small touch, immediately deciding he'll need a rim job in the near future. "How do you feel? Good? Need more stretching?"
Nico's arm finally lifts from his face, getting a good look at them. All eyes on him like always. He likes it- a lot. "M'good." His sigh is blissful, knees spreading wider, and thighs stretching open. "Someone f**k me so I can think about this every time I go to jerk off."
Juda breathes out a laugh while grabbing the bottle of lube Carmen tossed aside earlier. "You shouldn't have to." He squirts some on his fingers and reaches down to stroke Carmen's d**k. Carmen's body twitches, surprised moan falling from his lips from the unexpected touch. "If you like this, we can try some different things next time."
Next time, Nico wets his lips.
Carmen stares at Juda earnestly, chin gesturing towards Nico. "Don't you..? You haven't gotten off yet." After the generous orgasm Juda already gave him, Carmen thinks it's only fair.
Juda waves him off, pumping the blond's c**k with slow, heavy strokes instead. "I wanna watch you two."
"Oh?" A slow drawl. "And you called me a voyeur."
"You admitted you were a voyeur." Juda points out, lips twitching up. "There's a difference."
Carmen thinks it's for the best, really. He's always liked his d**k size, never had any complaints about it, and thinks it's best for Nico's first time. Juda is.. well endowed, putting in lightly. Starting off with such a large size might intimidate Nico right off the bat.
Nico's lip catches on his teeth, watching the small interaction between them. Juda's gaze is focused down, rolling a condom on Carmen while the blond's eyes are hot and heavy on the side of Juda's face. When he finally looks up, their eyes immediately lock.
Juda hums lowly, questioning the intense stare, but Carmen only coaxes him forward and kisses him. It's not the filthy make out session Nico had the privilege to watch earlier, but something softer, slower. Juda's hand finds his waist, softly squeezing as their lips part.
Nico feels breathless as Juda deepens their kiss, obscene sounds carrying to his ears. His thighs shift, thinking this might just be his new thing - watching. He didn't peg himself as a voyeur, but here he is, getting off to his best friends making out.
They eventually pull apart, and Carmen's attention is shifted to him, but Nico notices the shine to his lips. He wonders what Carmen tastes like - wonders if Juda's own taste lingers.
He quickly realizes he's going to get f****d for the first time when Carmen pulls him closer by the thighs, dragging him down the bed. He can feel Carmen's d**k against his leg, hard and slick from lube.
Anticipation licks at his stomach and makes him desperate for it, "You're so hot," Nico breathes out, voice edging on a whine as he internally works himself up for what's to come. He's going to get f****d - and for the first time - by his best friend. Not like it's a big deal or anything.
Carmen bites his lip to stop himself from smiling, mumbling something incoherently about how Nico's always the same, no matter what's going on. "Ready?" His d**k lines up with Nico's rim, tip probing the tight ring of muscle. He doesn't push, just gently probs as Nico grows desperate to have it inside him.
"I might c*m from just the thought of you f*****g me if you don't hurry up."
Carmen's unsure if it's supposed to egg him on or not, but it certainly works. Brat, he thinks, finally easing into the warm heat. It's tight, much tighter than he expected, and already so unbearably good, he almost wonders how he ever got through life without feeling this.
He curses lowly, hearing Nico's own string of curses following. He says almost every one in the book, stomach tense and thighs hugging Carmen's sides as if to strangle him. Honestly, it's, "-the most unsexy thing I've ever heard you say."
"Shut the f**k up, there's something inside me." He breathes deeply, sudden revelation hitting him. "Oh my God, there's something inside me."
Juda laughs to himself, leaning closer to rub up and down Nico's thigh. There's a bird tattooed there, small and faded, most likely a stick and poke. "You okay?"
"There's something inside me, Juda, oh my God. Things aren't meant to go inside you-"
"Plenty of things are meant to go inside you," he assures.
"But not there- Never there."
"Sometimes there," he easily counters, massaging Nico's thigh. "Times like now."
Nico swallows thickly, steadying his breathing while they both comfort him with touch. He's still in disbelief, because there's something inside him, and it almost feels unreal. The drag is good, that one little thrust already so undeniably good - so good that Nico's unsure he'll last more than a few minutes.
He stalls for a bit, going back and forth with Juda as he tries to calm his raging boner, but it's all for nothing. His d**k gives him away, flushed with arousal and leaking from the tip. "You okay now?" Juda chuckles while pecking his lips. He has to lean down to meet him, hair gently tickling Nico's shoulder.
"I'm good." Nico breathes and unconsciously clenches around Carmen. The blond massages his stomach, rubbing up and down in what's meant to be a soothing motion, but it only reminds Nico that Carmen's c**k is deep inside of him.
"Yeah?" Juda checks again, reaching down to cup Nico's inner thigh. He slowly brings it open, thumb rubbing soothingly circles into the soft of his skin as he subtly gives Carmen more room to thrust.
Nico nods and relaxes into the mattress. "Please," he says, and God does it do things to Carmen. He resists the urge to f**k into him without a care, taking it slow instead. It's apparently too slow for Nico, who quickly wiggles around and says more.
And who is Carmen to say no?
It's easy to find a pace they both like. Once Nico's used to the stretch, Carmen's a lot less careful with him, stops handling him like broken glass. And f**k does Nico like it.
"Thought you were gonna be a little baby about it." Carmen thrusts into him sharply, tearing a moan from Nico. "But you're taking it so well, aren't you?" he coos, surely making fun of him. Nico couldn't give less of a f**k, as long as Carmen keeps f*****g him like this, he can say anything.
"Mmm-" Nico's head falls back against the pillows, unable to stop the breathy moans tumbling from his lips. "'Course I am." He struggles to get out, feeling the delicious drag of Carmen's c**k thrusting inside him, over and over and over. He can't help but cry out in pleasure. "f**k- you're so good at this."
He doesn't mean to compliment him, really, he's just babbling at this point.
Carmen fixes his tight grip on Nico's waist, pulls him down on his c**k, and thrusts into him harder. He groans from the tightness, feeling every ridge inside of Nico, and f**k does it feel amazing. Carmen can't remember the last time he f****d a boy, let alone one so pliant, but he's missed this feeling.
His hair sways with every thrust, blond strands swiping his shoulders. He almost wants to tie it back, but he's too consumed in Nico, the wet heat sucking his c**k in and the addictive moans spilling from his mouth.
Juda's got a hold on Nico's thigh, holding it open and massaging the supple skin. Whether it's for his own selfish reasons or for Nico's sake goes left unsaid, but Carmen notices the way he eyes Nico's thighs. He catches Juda's gaze a moment later, watching Juda's eyebrows raise with a knowing twitch of his lips. And yeah, maybe Carmen likes them too.
Juda squeezes his thigh, laying right next to Nico. "Good job." He praises lowly, thumb rubbing slow circles. "He's f*****g you pretty hard, huh? But look at you, taking it like you were meant for cock."
"I'm gay," he breathes out.
"That too," Juda agrees, chuckling.
Nico can't help but lean towards him for comfort, and Juda easily cups his face and presses their lips together, swallowing every breathy moan that spills into his mouth. "Mmm-" Juda licks into his mouth, tipping his chin up as he coaxes a deep moan from Nico.
"f**k," Carmen curses breathlessly, sinking his c**k into that addictive, tight heat. He can't get enough. Wants to stuff this pretty boy with his c**k for hours upon hours until he's crying for more. He fits around Carmen perfectly, sucking his d**k in with every thrust.
Juda kisses Nico one last time, and let's his thumb run over his bottom lip, slowly wiping the slick shine away, but it's more for his enjoyment than Nico's. He doesn't linger long, sitting up to slide his arm around Carmen's waist.
"What?" Carmen asks, eyes still glued on his c**k disappearing inside Nico. He gets off from the sight alone.
"What do you mean 'what'?" Juda situates himself behind Carmen, hands finding a loose hold on his waist. He gives a light squeeze and trails his hand down lower, giving a more generous squeeze to his ass. "I promised you, didn't I?" Positioning his lips against the shell of Carmen's ear, he whispers, "I'm gonna f**k you, babe."
Carmen's breath catches, hips stuttering into Nico.
Nico moans as he feels Carmen pulse inside him, throbbing against his insides while Juda wets his fingers with lube. "That's what you wanted, right?" He tosses the bottle aside, reaching down to rub his fingers into Carmen's rim. The blond immediately groans and presses his hips tightly against Nico's. "If I'm remembering right, you begged for it."
Carmen glances over his shoulder, "I didn't beg for shit."
"No?" Juda looks past him, down at the broken mess of Nico who's trembling with pleasure. "'c*m inside me'. Those words aren't ringing a bell?" He slowly eases two fingers inside him, stretching the blond open. "Doesn't sound like him, I know," he assures Nico. "But I swear~ He was real cute, begging for my c**k like that."
"Just shut up and f**k me," Carmen sighs in pleasure, head tilting back against Juda's shoulder. His eyes flutter with a moan, taking it from both ends.
"Sounded like that but a lot less aggressive." After thoroughly stretching him, Juda squirts some lube on his c**k and gives it a few pumps. His d**k's dripping with arousal, desperate to be inside something after being hard for so long. "You were so sweet earlier." His tip lines up with Carmen's hole, rubbing his head back and forth against his rim. "What happened?"
"You were actually making me feel good then." Carmen pushes back and gives a quiet moan when Juda's tip catches on him hole. "Do it again and maybe I'll be a little nicer."
Juda huffs in amusement and squeezes his ass. "Yes, sir~" And then he's pushing in, diving into the warm heat he's been thinking about all night. "Fuck." He draws out a low curse, pushing all the way in till Carmen's ass presses into his hips. It's impressive, really, how he takes every single inch. "You good?"
He doesn't answer right away, but eventually Juda hears a gritted out, "f**k me." And the sound of Carmen already so wrecked works wonders on Juda's c**k. He throbs inside him, pulsing with pleasure as he mentally promises to hear him get so whiny again.
Carmen tries his best to focus on Nico, and for the most part, he thinks he does. He pets and strokes at any part of him he can, letting him know how good he's doing, while thrusting his c**k deep inside, rubbing in all the right places.
"f**k- yes," Nico cries. "Oh god, right there-"
He moans from almost every thrust. The sounds spilling from his mouth seem to be constant, and Carmen's absolutely addicted. "Sound so good." Carmen praises breathlessly. His hands squeeze Nico's hips tightly, snapping his hips forward to push his d**k inside again, and again and again and again.
Every time he does, he's met with Juda's c**k right behind him, stuffing him to the brim. It's so f*****g good, he thrusts harder into Nico, just to feel that same feeling with Juda. And Nico rocks his hips back, meeting him with every thrust and clamping so tightly on his d**k.
Everything's so unbearably good, Carmen's gonna lose it.
At some point, Juda ties Carmen's hair back, and the blond thanks him through his pants.
Except, it wasn't for Carmen's sake. "Wanted to see you better," Juda grunts, sinking his c**k deep inside Carmen. Precum drips into the condom, seemingly endless as his c**k throbs with pleasure.
"So fuckin' good," Nico babbles, hands scrambling for the sheets. He's desperate to hold something. Carmen doesn't think before he reaches out and threads their fingers together, holding his hip with his other hand. "Oh- yes. Just like that-" He gasps with pleasure. "s**t- s*x is so good."
Carmen can't help but laugh, chest rising and falling unsteadily. "Yeah," he agrees. "You close? You're real tight."
Nico nods quickly, moaning mindlessly. "Mmhm." He reaches down and grabs his own d**k, jerking himself off quickly. His hips raise and fall, rocking back against Carmen's thrusts. "Yes, yes, yes- gonna cum." His mouth falls open, panting dumbly. "Oh, m'gonna c*m, Car."
"Cum." Carmen quickly urges, f*****g into him faster. "c*m on my f*****g c**k. Just like that, babe. f**k yourself on my cock." He utters barely audible praises, coaxing him closer and closer to an orgasm until Nico's finally clenching around him and cumming. His grip on Carmen's d**k is almost enough to send the blond over the edge, but he holds off and f***s Nico through his orgasm.
"Ahh- m'cumming." His hand is a blur on his c**k, balls growing tight as c*m spills onto his fist and stomach. Spur after spurt of c*m shoots from his d**k and lands on his body, coating his skin in a milky white liquid.
He can't take much more before he's whining for Carmen to pull out, and he immediately listens.
High off pleasure, Carmen takes Nico's previous positions on the bed and lays down, opening his legs for Juda to slide right back in. "Juda-" He doesn't need to be told twice. His c**k sinks past Carmen's rim, filling him to the brim as Carmen's eyes roll.
"Oh-" Carmen's head tips back, pleasure uncontrollably coursing through his body. He's so close. "Harder," he begs, and Juda's immediately pounding into him harder, thrusting so deep that Carmen cries out. "Yes, yes just like that. f**k me."
Juda groans deeply, hands surely leaving a print on Carmen's hips, but neither of them care, too consumed in each other.
Nico rolls to his side, hand rubbing up and down Carmen's stomach soothingly. He kisses his shoulder, possibly mutters something about Carmen being pretty, but the blond's too lost in pleasure to notice.
"So fuckin' tight." Juda groans, pulling out just to thrust right back in. He's relentless, pounding into Carmen at a brutal pace, and he f*****g loves it- feels so f*****g good.
"Gonna cum." Carmen warns breathlessly, eyes falling shut. And Nico's right there to jerk him off, even leaning down to suckle on Carmen's tip, and this absolutely drives him crazy. "f**k- Nico." He moans loudly, hand gripping onto Nico's hair. "Don't stop, babe."
Nico moans around his c**k, bobbing his head as he quickly jerks him off. It doesn't take much to make him finally lose control. His orgasm crashes into him hard, balls tightening as he starts cumming in Nico's mouth.
Nico moans in surprise at the sudden cumshot in his mouth, but he's quick to swallow it, and every other drop Carmen's willing to offer. Carmen's hand is tight in hair, almost painful, but f**k Nico can't help but like the small twinges of pain, almost craves it.
Juda f***s Carmen raw, hitting his prostate with every thrust and using such a pretty boy as his own c**k sleeve. He's addicted to this feeling, doesn't think he'll ever be able to give it up. It's wet, so f*****g wet and warm. The ungodly grip Carmen has on Juda's c**k is enough to have his orgasm quickly approach.
"s**t- feel so good," he moans, pushing in till the hilt. And Carmen takes it like a good boy, even when he's done cumming and Nico's pulled away.
And Nico- Oh the sight of him has Juda's c**k throbbing. His lips are swollen and shiny with spit and c*m. It's filthy, but Juda's sick and absolutely loves the sight. "Nico-" Juda pulls out of Carmen and starts fisting his c**k, ripping the condom off. "Can I c*m on your face?"
Nico blinks, and then blinks again. "My face?" He sits up and angles himself towards Juda. "Yeah- yeah." He nods earnestly, gaze almost begging for it.
Fuck- the two of them together has Juda's balls growing tight, pleasure becoming too much. He strokes his c**k hurriedly, feeling the knot tighten in his stomach. "Gonna c*m," he grunts. Gonna c*m on that pretty little face, coating him in his c*m.
Nico goes to take his glasses off, but Juda stops him and tells him to keep them on. He's sick for thinking they're hot on him, but he wants his c*m coating Nico's face, smearing his glasses and staining his vision. And that's exactly what he does.
Nico moans as c*m quickly spurts on his face, shooting onto his glasses and dripping onto his awaiting tongue. He licks his lips and tastes the strong taste of c*m, but he doesn't mind it - only adds to Carmen's c*m still lingering in his mouth.
Juda fists his c**k and jerks off on Nico's face until he's finally milked dry. He's biased saying this, he knows, but it was by far one of the best orgasms he's had. From f*****g Carmen to getting Nico on his knees ready to take his c*m, it's all never going to leave his head.
"I can't see."
"Oh, s**t-" Juda looks around aimlessly and eventually grabs his shirt to wipe Nico's face clean. "Sorry about.. all that."
Carmen ignores the clean up crew he'll need down under and brushes his hair back, as pretty as ever. "I didn't think you were serious about your glasses fetish." His head tilts towards Juda as a smile grows on his lips. "Perve."
"Glasses fetish?" Nico asks. "You've wanted me all this time then, huh? Can't say I blame you." He shrugs in complete understanding, then looks around at the mess of condoms, lube, and wrinkled sheets. "Gross- thank f**k this isn't my bed."
Juda frowns.
Carmen snickers.
"You can sleep with me until you wash your blankets." Carmen offers as he stands. "Only 'cause you f****d me pretty well." He stretches his back and instantly feels the ache in his hips. He's thankful it's Friday, having the next two days off for himself to rest and catch up on future homework.
Nico stares at the c*m drying on his stomach. He's only just now realizing how gross s*x is. "Is it always this messy?"
"s*x?" At his nod, "Yeah, we have to use a lot of lube since we're guys. This wasn't that messy, though."
Nico's eyebrows raise in surprise, "It can get messier?"
Juda stares at him promisingly, realizing quickly that he and Carmen have the honor to show Nico all sorts of things, s*x things. His mind races with obscene thoughts - thoughts that are kept to himself for now. "You'll see."
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