Chapter 22
Ryan
Hindi ko alam na posible pala iyon. Maraming tao ang lumalapit sa akin pero wala akong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi nila. They come and go. May mga sinasabi sila, tinatanong? Wala akong maisagot kundi simpleng tango lang. Umiiyak na dumating sa ospital si Nana Josie. She’s mad at me. Ilang ulit niya akong pinalo sa braso ko at dibdib pero hindi ko maramdaman ang sakit. Inawat siya ng asawa niya at pinaupo sa gilid.
Wax came to me. But I didn’t hear him. Everyone’s in slow motion and muted. Lumalim ang paghinga ko. Inabutan ako ng damit ni Wax. Hinawakan ko lang iyon at tinitigan. What’s wrong with me? I felt like I was incapable. Like what I did to her. I was so f*****g stupid not knowing she was just in the vicinity. Then now . . . she’s unconscious. Unconscious. This
