Chapter 4: Hatred in your love
''I can't let you win Mr Benjamin Davis. You may be accommodated of wining but this time you loose.''
''Hmm..'' He replied curtly and she don't know what his answer meant and why he kidnapped her. She looked around and realized the surrounding is not familiar. Where she was? What does he want? There she saw few men standing far to keep an eye on her like she is any criminal.
Damn what is going on? She had no idea what he was planning to do. May be he is planning to kill her or torture or even worse. But she won't give up. She had seen worst side of him and she was capable to fight in future as well. Because of him, her whole life is scattered and she needed to get back. She was now stronger than before and those things hardly matter to her. Her life is meaningless if she won't show him what she is capable to do. If he think she is weak then it was his biggest mistake to underestimate a strength of a common girl. She strode toward him with one go and pounce him like a tiger.
''Why you brought me here? What do you want?'' He remain silent and began reading his file without giving her second glance.
''Do you wanted to kill me?'' He was expressionless and laying on the sofa with folded arms, calmer than ever.
''I m talking to you..answer me you rascal'' She yelled more ruthlessly gaining his attention. There was an amused expression on his face.
''You brought me here to ruin me?'' She asked once again to get any response.
''Not yet!'' He said maniacally breaking the silence.
''I am not going to stay here..understood!'' She stated charging him and walked ahead to barged out but to her bad luck, door is locked. She turned raggedly and began looking here and there to found a key when she heard him.
''Finding this?" He show her keys with smug smile on his face as he don't want to miss that defeat look on her face.
''How dare you Davis. You wanted to cage me? Gave me damn keys right now!!!!!'' She commanded and he raised his eyebrow seeing her authoritative tone .
''I am not your servant, come and take it'' She fumed. Without breaking eye contact, she reached him and raised her hand to pull the keys from his clasp. By next moment, she landed in his lap. She went astonished.
''You asshole leave me'' She yelled with all her strength. He gripped her wrists to pinned her in his arm. He smirked and stared her who was wriggling in his hold.
''I never know behind this innocence there resides a cunning girl who made such an awesome plan to ruin my reputation! Not bad Bella. You really impressed me.'' He whispered into her ears and she gave a glare.
She feel like breaking everything. She hated being close to this man. It make her remember all the past incident when she allow him to get close to her. She heard him by then.
''Fortunately and unfortunately you did a terribly mistake to provoke me in all these mishaps. I am not going to spare you and you will get terrible punishment for messing with Me.'' He said in a deep threatening tone.
Benjamin Davis is a man who hated girls those who don't listen to him and challenged him. His money and power was his biggest weapon which he was proud off. He had only learn to win and there is nothing he couldn't get by his money but this girl tried to change the rule of his life which cannot be amendable..
''You think I care. I am not scared of you!'' She said and tried to move. She was continue wriggling and even scratched his hand by her long nails but he didn't show any sign of pain on his face. It was difficult to comprehend anything from the steel expression of his face what is going in his mind. He pushed her hairs behind and made her look at him forcefully. She was fidgeting loosing her patience and he was tracing her face with his rough hand.
''Stop wriggling miss wild cat.'' She tried to punch him but his grip was firm. Her both palms was tightly caged by him.
''You really underestimate my power. I warned you to stay away from Ava but you spoil my image in front of entire world and upon that you made my Di cry which is something I could never tolerate..'' He said with gritted teeth. His eyes were splitting fire.
''Do hell with you and your Di..I don't give a damn in fact you deserve all the hatred. It is less comparable you did to me. I will destroy you completely, its my challenge'' He snarled and his gripped getting tighter hearing her ill words.
''You know what I hate you because of your this attitude.'' His eyes were again cold.
''No one can hate you more than me not even you..'' She remarked looking straight into his eyes.
''And after what I am going to do with you your hatred probably will increase tenth fold.'' He replied and she look back.
Bella failed to see his implies meaning but somehow she can guess by his body gesture what he is going to do. She feel his hand moving on her waist while his eyes were fixed on her. She was struggling to get rid of his grip that was disgusting her. She feel like thousand thorn was pricking her by the way his hand moving on her waist.
''You won't be able to escape no matter what how much you try..'' He intertwined her hand with his and began closing distance between them.
''Don't you dare come close to me..you have no right to touch me..'' She yelled but it won't affect him. There was a time she used to feel dizzy by the way he make her feel special by all his kisses and sweet gesture but now he really disgust her.
''You cannot stop me in having you. I can get whatever I want and how much I want. That night also you wouldn't able to stop me in giving your virginity and toni-..'' Before he say anything further, she raised her hand to punch him with one thrust and he grabbed her same hand, stopping her. His awful words definitely stabbing her every pore. Pinning her down, he bring her body close to his manly assets. Suddenly she feel something cold in his hand and there she saw the same ring in his hand which she threw in dustbin on that engagement night.
''You might be succeeded in saving Ava, but how you supposed to save yourself from my wrath..'' There was a cunning smile on his face. She look confused not understanding his intentions.
In no time he signal his men to brought something without allowing her to move an inch. His men keep another ring in front of him. Before she could comprehend what is going to happen, he slid the ring in her ring finger and bring her another hand to make him wear another ring forcefully completing the Pre-ritual of marriage. This is called unusual engagement ceremony of Ben and Bella in a real sense.
''Happy engagement Miss Stelle.'' Her eyes popped out. She stared at the ring on her middle finger with shocked expression unable to believe he actually engaged her without her allowance. How could he be so cruel. She went furious and tried to shrugged it off but unfortunately it was tightly bonded with her. She was unable to throw it away as it was very tight. She was feeling so helpless and turned all fire up.
Without any wait, a slap was going to landed on his cheeks when he gripped her nape and bring her face closer to his mouth.
''Calm down!'' She was struggling but his strength is nothing comparable to her. He wasn't even bothered to her pleads. She burst into tears and started to hit his body. He didn't flinch and looked her with a fire of rage.
''Ben please!!!'' She screamed.
''This is how I feel when you humiliate me in front of everyone bringing that duplicate girl as my wife.'' He left her in an instant and she rose on her feet. Her breathe still shaking in anger. There was a limit for everything. Firstly he insulted her love and ripped her dignity but today he crossed all the limits.
''I am not going to marry you..i will not..you are most welcome to go and kill me but I won't marry you.'' She shouted with all the anger that is stored in her heart.
''And what made you think I will marry a cheap girl like you? Don't sky so high, Miss Stella. You don't deserve to be called as Mrs Davis not even in your dreams because that authority only grabbed by Ava. I will only marry her. It was just a little punishment and this ring always make you remember what is the consequence of messing with me.'' There was no cling of guilt or regret on his face. What does he think of himself.
''No! I won't let this marriage occur. I will fight till my last breathe but never let you marry her.'' She retorted. There was a new wave of rage in her. Suddenly he pinned her leaning her on the bed hearing her continuous scream. It really irritating him.
''You already know I don't like when someone raise voice in front of me..''
''Ben no!!!!'' she worn him as he lean closer to her to warn her not to provoke him. She tilted her head aside.
''It won't take long before I mark each and every part of your body as mine like previously.'' She could feel his hot breathe on her skin. He wanted to scare her and their closeness playing those flashback in her when she allow him to mark her multiple times. She grabbed her Scarf painfully.
''Its better be die rather than to be touch by you.'' She spat with pain of gulp on her throat. She knew he would kiss her or taint her but when nothing came, she open her eyes and saw him staring at her. Taking a deep breathe, She pulled herself off immediately.
''You know you really impressed Benjamin Davis by showing new found courage.'' There was a long shear silence for a while.
She got stunned when he put gun in front of her. She swallowed hard as thousands of horrified thoughts crossing her mind. Did he going to kill her?
''You said you will die rather than to be touch by me, Wasn't you?'' he asked repeating her said statement.
''Yes definitely.'' She exclaimed straightly without showing any fear. She would prefer to die hundred death rather than being touched by him.
''Then kill yourself and prove me wrong.'' There was a challenge in his tone. Her eyes widen when he put weapon in her hand.
''What?'' She stood up as soon as she heard him.
''What happen..scared are we'' He said meekly, mocking her
''I am not scared of anyone. NO-ONE'' She stammered a little but didn't give up.
''Let it be you can't do this..you have no courage to kill yourself". He taunted and for the first time she hold the gun with her both hand, trying not to shiver. He was asking her to commit suicide.
She hate him more than her life and it would be better to die rather than bearing his torture. He was glancing her with crossed arms and waiting for her next move very calmly. Without any delay she point the gun near her head. He smile victoriously when he saw her pressing trigger in fear with her eyes tightly closed. A loud voice echoed in the room when she had shot herself on her head.
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''What rubbish you are talking? There my friend, Bella is missing and you are saying you can't file report against Benjamin.'' Jake yelled at commissioner loosing his patience standing in police station who deny to file a case.
''Do you have any evidence if yes then show it and if not don't waste my time." Commissioner stated disinterested before dropping his gaze on file. Jake angry walked off.
He was hell scared now. Its been long she was missing. Last time he saw her sleeping in bed when he gave her medicine. Later when he went to check her, she were nowhere to be seen. And he have full confidence Ben is behind in it. The most miserable fact is that she is pregnant and she herself unaware about it. He did a mistake by not telling her about her pregnancy on right time. If she knew then probably she safeguard herself and her baby. ''What if Ben tries to harm her.?'' he sighed worriedly.
He was feeling helpless. He don't know what he should do. No one is ready to file report against him due to Ben's so called connection and power. Benjamin Davis have a habit to rule everyone no matter if it was any of his models or police commissioners, he rule all. Everyone running in his fingers as he had bribe most of them. Bella is only girl who show courage to fight against him but seems she failed miserably and now two lives is at risk. A new life is connected to her and she have no clue about it.
''Where are you, Bella. Please come back.'' (Where are you Bella?) He prayed for her well being.
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She gulped before opening her eyes. Horror was reflecting by her entire being when she heard gun shot. Suddenly she open her eyes and looked on astonished when there no blood surrounded her.
''Do I m really alive?'' She asked herself, rubbed her temple as her head was about to explode. She slanted her head and caught a glimpse of him. He didn't miss the look of fear of her face. Today he had seen the extend of hatred in those eyes. Certainly, she won't think twice before taking her life to prove him wrong. When she trigger herself, he lifted her hand and bullet fired in air.
''Why you saved me? You should let me die after-all I am a bloody down-market girl, right?'' She lashed out bitterly but he remain motionless. So many tears rolled down her eyes. She smiled amidst her pain. He look perfectly calm. Does he have a heart? She can't believe he is the same man once she trusted and love with all her heart. She grabbed his collar and shook him.
''Why Ben..why you do this to me? What is my mistake of loving you..why you played with my emotions..why you trashed my purity? Why you humiliate my love? I loved you against all odds and what I got in return! Your pain, betrayal, rejection,hatred and much more." There was something different in his eyes when he saw the extent of her pain and grief she was bearing.
She kneel down and started crying. Even when he challenged her and she trigger herself, he feels a difference. He himself don't know why he saved her. Even when he wanted to kill her but he couldn't. No matter what he never let her dominate him. It was only him who could rule her. Then again he spat showing his cold attitude and crushed her heart.
''You are pretended as if I forced you. You yourself submitted your body to me. We had s*x so what the big deal. Girls like you come and go in my life and you loosing your virginity is not end of your life so don't you think you had melted me showing your useless tears. I always wished to bring you down on my feet and see today my wish get fulfilled. You are right on your knees begging for your love." He said in a pity tone. His words broken her entirely. Her pain get converted into anger. Brushing those tears off, she angrily got up and pushed him against his chest with aggression.
''I don't love you..you loath me..you disgust me..I hate you..I bloody hate you..'' She roared and started walked forward to bang the door which is locked from outside. She wanted to leave this place as she cannot bear a single second to spend with him. It was suffocating her.
''Open the damn door!!'' She hit the door with her legs in the process hurting her foot and was getting more aggressive but unable to break it. Getting frustrated, she hold her head in distress. She feel pain on her stomach and hissed. He could feel tension building in her. Unknowingly his hand move ahead to hold her, but he immediately take it back before she notice him. Her eyes were filled with terror and hatred. Everything began to spin in front of her but she won't stop trying. Seeing her courage to fight, he handed her keys that really surprised her. All he could see hatred, immense hatred for him. He clenched his fist as the fight between him deepened.
''You can leave now.'' He said as he turned his back toward her. Her eyes swung back to him like she heard something wrong. Does he really allowing her to go or she was hallucinating.
''I said leave!!!!!!'' He said closing his eyes shut. Without wasting anytime, she took her step forward as she don't want to loose this opportunity to escape.
On the other hand, he didn't want her to go in-fact he abduct her from her home to punish her severely but it strange he was unable to do so. For the first time he felt a pain coursing in his heart.
''I will never love you again. Go to hell.'' She yelled at him before unlocking the door giving him final glance. She tried to walk but now she was limp. Everything is spinning around. Her knees getting weak and in no time she collapse on the ground when a strong arms covered her figure protectively before she fall on the ground and hurt herself.
''Call the doctor immediately.'' He barked to his men who was just standing on the entrance. Michael and other of his men came inside hearing their boss sharp voice. They saw a girl laying in his embrace. Michael immediately recognize her and looked at Ben with surprise.
Michael was trying to gather his attention but he was lost in her. His entire concentration was only grabbed by a girl laying into his arms with pale face. She was unconscious with her fingers racking his collar softly. He look at her palm and hold it. A tiny drop of tear rolling down from the corner of her eyes. Very tenderly, he brushed her cheeks to wipe those strains and gaze her without blinking his eyes. Something stir inside him. For the first time in his life, her tears hurt him brutally. It is said that hatred is hardest thing that is difficult to bear but they don't realize love is hardest think to endure or breathe.
When he didn't respond, Michael shake him who was completely lost in staring her.
''Its good Ben that you kidnapped her. Son't waste time and kill this bitch.'' Ben lifted his head and looked at his manager with red fury eyes. When Ben didn't say anything, he again proceed.
''What are you waiting for? Don't give so much attention to this cheap girl. It was all her enact to trap you showing those useless tears. Everything is fake." Ben clenched his fist in a tight punch. His burning eyes turned to meet him again.
''Call the doctor..'' Ben ordered.
''But..'' Michael tried to argue back but snapped back hearing his stern voice.
''I said call the damn doctor right now!! ' His voice was rough now. Ben's changed behavior literally shocked him. But Michael didn't stop and again badmouth her that shaken his anger dangerously.
''Don't tell me you develop a soft corner for this characterless girl. If she remain alive she would definitely create another problem so lets close her chapter forever.'' Michael hold the gun and trigger toward her. He saw Ben holding her lifeless figure in his arms possessively. However, a sudden punch landed on his face. Michael took few steps backward yearning the pain landed on the corner of his lips.
''DON'T YOU DARE HURT HER.'' He said and bend down to scoop her into his arms. Carefully, he placed her on bed and sat beside her to splash water droplets on her. But she didn't open her eyes.
Michael clenched his fist and gave an angry glare to Bella due to whom for the first time, Ben raised his hand on him. He feel humiliated and wanted to kill her without showing any mercy.
Within a couple of moment, doctor came to check her. Ben who was standing in the room waiting for doctor to finish off with crossed arm. He was about to get information about her current status when his cell rang. However, Ben excuses himself and stepped out to receive his sister call.
''Doctor how is she now?'' Michael asked with unpleasant tone.
''She is fine now but quite weak. I gave her injection she need proper rest. Excessive exertion may cause harm to HER BABY so take good care of her. She need proper attention and love in such condition.'' Doctor completed before prescribing few medicines and vitamin tablets to her and got up to take a leave. While Michael was still rooted playing doctor words.
''BABY???'' He asked stopped doctor in a sudden.
''Yes she is pregnant!!'' Michael was dumb-folded and got up with a jerk.
''What????????'' He shook his head unbelievably hearing the miserable news.
To be continued!!