ARSAL I was working when Talha showed me the news headlines which read, 'The most desired business tycoon of India becomes a father of a son.' Ruhani gave birth to a son. I wonder what would she name her son. When she was with me, she used to address me as 'Rehan's daddy'. She had already decided the name of our unborn child. I wonder if she would still name her son 'Rehan'. Maybe not. Because Rehan was supposed to be my son, and not Arjun's. And now here I was...in my bedroom, restless and again feeling that familiar emotion of envy and loneliness as I could hear the faint voices of my two brothers and their wives. I hate it when I feel like this and sometimes I wonder if I will ever be able to not feel this way. It was part of the reason that I never visited India since the last time.