Chapter Fifteen
Lennon
The days don’t seem as long, and getting out of bed in the morning isn’t as hard. Still, the loss exists and hits me without warning. A few nights ago, after the smell of Chinese food made me sick, Hunter showed a caring side I didn’t know existed. Part of me says he’s being nice because I was Brandon’s girlfriend, but I know he’s being genuine now. Hunter wouldn’t spend his nights with me if he truly didn’t want to, but I have this anxious feeling in my gut that things will eventually change, and he won’t want me around anymore.
Perhaps it’s because I’ve lived in an apartment that never truly felt like mine. It’s always been just a temporary living situation until Brandon and I moved out. Now that I have no real reason to be here, I’m waiting for when Hunter is r
