Alex We rode a beat up old truck for hours now, with me behind the wheel. Surprisingly Zack and Mandy are quiet for once. They always bicker like old married couple. I zoned out when I remembered what happened to me this past six years. When I fully transformed into something that I really was, I left lady Amara's care. I freaked out. Being a lycan descendant with vampire venom running through my veins is something to be feared. But when I earned my wings and reached the full potential of my strength, my power, I got scared. Scared that I might still cause damage to everyone I love. Including my mate. My mate. God. I miss her so much. She probably got hurt with my parting without any word. I just hope she was alright, out of harm’s way. But since I cut off our bond, I didn't feel her an