I woke up with a throbbing head. It was a dream. It's been so long since I dreamed of what happened in the past but it feels so new, like everything just happened yesterday. My fear and my trauma feels so fresh. "Lorraine," Seije is infront of me. Worry is evident in his eyes. He's holding my hand tightly like he was the one who pulled me out of that nightmare. But I don't know what to say. Memories from what happened earlier flashed back in my mind. He's a gangster, someone from the same organization who kidnapped and violated me. This is why I've always been in danger since I married him. He's a gangster.. how am I supposed to accept that? "A-Are you okay?" He tried to wipe the sweat on my forehead but I dodged his hand. I saw how his jaw clenched at what I did. "Why didn't you te