Tracy came to talk to me, we talked for a while, but soon she was requested elsewhere, and I told her I would be fine.
After a while, I decide to go outside to breathe better because I think people in here are already more than drunk.
I go to a private part, a little dark, but I can see some people skateboarding, and I like being here without anyone trying to make me feel "comfortable.
Sometime later, I see that Yan also appears on the skateboarding track. I watch him there and see that he belongs here, he looks so good when he is with his skateboard.
I sit for a while, lean my head back and close my eyes.
Furthermore, I imagine how good it would be if I had never gotten under those sheets with him that morning if I had never allowed myself to be attracted to him if I h
