All this time akala ko my heart is totally heal simula ng iwanan ako ni Jean. I thought hindi ko narin sya makikita dahil wala na akong narinig mula sa kanya. So, i consider her like a dead person at kung nakakapatay lang siguro ang isip ko baka ilang counts na ng murder ang nagawa ko.
And it took me years to recover, dahil paano naman ako makakamove on kung araw at gabi kung iniisip yung rason kung bakit nya ako iniwan. Kung may nagawa ba akong mali or what kaya she gave up on me. It's hard to move on from someone without any closure. Wala kang peace of mind. It feels like you are solving a riddle, or trying to find the missing puzzle.
At ngayong nagkita na ulit kami ni Jean. Pakiramdam ko sasabog yung puso ko sa samu't saring emosyon. My body was shaking na parang sa kahit ano mang o
