MARTHA WE ARE now heading to San Luis. It's already six in the evening nang magdecide akong sumama sa kanila. I don't know what has driven me to join them in going there, basta't ang alam ko lang talaga ay gusto kong sumama sa kanilang dalawang mag-ama. Hector has plans to let me visit their place. Medyo nakakadama ako ng hiya ngunit ito na siguro ang panahon para doon. Wala man akong ideya kung sino at ano sila but I have to face the reality of everything. Habang nasa daan ay wala man lang akong nareceive na text message mula kay Arthur. He didn't send messages or even contacted me mula noong magdecide ako na huminga muna. Nakapagtataka talaga. But anyway, I am with the two guys na pinakamamahal ko kaya naman wala akong pagsisisihan sa aking pagsama. No one forced me, not even Hec