Natalia I've been distracted all day, trying to undertstand why Cardan had behaved that way, killing that man like that. I shiver as i recall the cold look in his eyes, the pure rage on his face as the man fell down ,dead before my feet. Did he deserve it? probably. But no matter how much I try to understand Cardan, his actions always leave me muddled. It's been a slow day at the hospital, and I've had a lot of idle time on my hands, giving me enough time to be swallowed whole by my own thoughts. I've come to grow fond of Jude, after our initial differences, he had asked for us to get a cup of coffee,and I was surprised to find out that the uptight looking man, has a sense of humour parallel to anyone I've met. he's also been really valuable with Cardan's dad's treatment, always present