Dear Brother

Dear Virgins

"Love is the delusion that one woman differs from another." ~ Henry Louis Mencken

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The lecture dragged on and on, all I could do was sigh heavily. I could feel Harry's eyes burning me from the back, I didn't really mean to be awfully that rude but I guess I'm not a morning person.

"Work on it within a week, make a PDF and email it to the university's assignment board." Mr Adams said.

"Why am I even explaining this, you are all second year students. You know how everything goes, have a good day." He dismissed.

Ugh more work.

Everyone halted out of their seats in effort to get out of the suffocating lecture room. I usually sat at the top of the ascending room, I loved how I could always see the lecturer down there and yet hear every word being said.

"Zaneh..." I heard Harry's husky voice. He looked rather ravishing as always in his tight black jeans and a black shirt...combat boots.

"Yeah..." I answered seeming absent from the conversation as we went down the stairs.

"When will I get to f**k you ?? Its been a long time coming..." He smirked.

"Harold you are so disgusting." I said walking faster that didn't help because of his long legs walking right beside me. We were the only two left in the lecture room suddenly he turned me around clashing into his hard chest, in swift seconds his lips were on mine. I didn't respond for a moment until Zayn's voice barked from my back.

"f**k Harry for f***s sake your girl friend is waiting for you out there and you are busy with my sister." I quickly turned around looking flustered but Zayn looked like he was about to blow.

"Zayn.." I awkwardly said.

"Look Hazz I can help you get any girl you want but my sister is off limits." Zayn warned.

My stomach turned, I didn't know Zayn cared this much. Harry just shrugged giving me a wink.

"She decides not you." Harry said turning on his heel.

"Zaneh--"

"I know, i should stay away from Harry. Noted." I muttered making Zayn smile lightly as we walked down the hallway.

"You really like him don't you ?" He smirked.

"What ? No Zayn." As we walked I saw Zayn's friends including Harry and his girlfriend.

"See you later."

"Why ain't you coming to hang out ?"

"I'd rather hangout with Uncle Booysen than your friends." I added making him chuckle.

"Uncle Booysen is not that bad neither are my friends."

"BYE Zaynie."

"Call if you need anything." He assured me before walking away, i have never needed him before so why would I need him now...I thought.

I walked to my dorm room, since this was my last lecture of the day. When I was about to open the door, i smelled a familiar cologne he didn't need to say anything I knew.

"Harry, did you forget something? " I sighed when I felt his hands on my butt cheeks. I knew I had heard up to the top with this s****l frustration. I wanted Harry for my s****l needs, i needed to get rid of my virginity sooner or later.

"Let's go to my apartment, you want this and I want this too. Let's just cut to the chess." He squeezed my butt making me squirm, probably dripping by now.

"Okay." I said. I never thought I would say this but i said okay to going and getting f****d by my brother's best friend... Harry Styles.

I threw my books on the bed and went out immediately, we both knew Angelina would turn up any second and we didn't need disturbances. I wanted Harry to f**k me, he was right this had been long time coming. I have always to him to make love to me when I was still naive but right now I was him to f**k me and make me squirm under his chest.

We didn't say a word through out the drive to his apartment, he was trying to get there sooner but traffic. We kept on undressing each other with our glares. Finally when we arrived at the apartment building, we got in the elevator immediately crushing his soft plumb lips on mine, my hands on both sides of his jaw wanting more. The kiss was filled with lust and need with urgency. I didn't care if he had a girl friend this was me satisfying my needs and using Harry for it nothing for. I'm too cold to be broken, he broke my heart so many times...he can't break it anymore. The pieces are too little to break, so the chances of myself Zaneh Malik falling in love with Harry Styles or anyone is just non existent.

We got onto his floor, with the elevator signaling the arrival. He unlocked the door with haste. When he did we immediately locked our lips, he asked for entrance I let him. Our tongues wrestling for dominance but he won. Pushing me against the wall, my back hard and my legs trembling, i put my hands around his neck. He lifted me up throwing me on the bed, i liked her rough he was, i didn't want vanilla s*x neither.

He removed my sweats followed by the rest of my clothes and his piling on the floor. I was left in my black panties and black bra. He was shirtless in his boxers. He nibbled my earlobe making me moan his name. He placed sloppy kisses on my jawline down to the valley of my breast. He removed my bra in a swift moment squeezing my breast with his large hands making me squirm. "f**k Zaneh, you have no idea how long I have waited for this." He licked my already hard n*****s making me through my head back with pleasure.

He hadn't waited long enough but I guess I couldn't wait either because I had waited longer. He removed my panties, inserting one finger...I took a breath intake as pain shot through me. He immediately stopped.

"You are a virgin ?"

"No." I said curtly.

He inserted another finger deep inside my core, i closed my eyes to cover up the pain...I didn't want him to know i was a virgin or that I gave him the liberty of being my first that would definitely boost his ego.

"You don't have to do anything else, i just want your d**k inside me." I gasped with need as he was pumping his fingers inside me.

"As you wish." He said in a husky sexy voice. Within seconds he had a condom on without warning his long thick length was inside me. I gasped holding the sheets, he was so big. There goes my virginity I thought.

He thrust into me, not in slow movements but hard and rough. My hands were on his back scratching from the pleasure that was shooting through out my body...I moaned his name making him thrust faster and harder.

"f**k you are so tight, baby." He said his voice think with the British accent. He connected our lips, still thrusting inside my core. I cried with pleasure, i can't believe I had waited this long to do this with him. He grabbed my ass in his hands still thrusting harder inside me. The sound of skin slapping against each other and moans was the only audible echoe. He was so big but filled all of himself inside me, i didn't know how i had managed to take all of him in my small hole. My legs started to tremble and I knew I was close.

"Hold on baby, just a little more." He said kissing my neck and I nodded as he continued thrusting harder inside my core.

"Harry...I c..ant." I stuttered as I felt my eyes open looking into his green eyes, i felt something at that moment...our eyes locked. He looked at me with a look i couldn't describe but I immediately looked away as he groaned from the pleasure we were both getting from each other. With one final deep thrust, i let go and he followed a few seconds later. Spilling inside the condom but I could feel him shoot inside my core. Sweat was visible between us. Minutes later he pulled out. Laying on the other side of the bed, no words were exchanged because I couldn't describe how good he had made me few in those good fourty minutes of pleasure. I had still lost my virginity so my legs were throbbing with pain.

When I was about to stand up. I noticed blood on the sheets, f**k f**k did virgins really need to bleed on their first time.

"Thanks." I said standing up grabbing my clothes.

"I asked if you were a virgin and you said no but you are." He said frustrated.

"I was." I said.

"Don't go come lay with me." He said as he laid back on his bed..

"Harry you don't have to do this, you can just simply forget about this." I muttered putting on my bra.

"No I want to." He said innocence in his voice.

"I have to go...and please I know you will probably tell the whole campus that you broke my virginity and boost your ego but just do me one favour do not tell Zayn."

"Do you really think that low of me." He stood up facing me.

"I don't know, it was something you always seem to do in high school." I muttered looking around if I left any contents.

"I would never do that. This was an intimate moment we shared and if you had said you were a virgin maybe I would have went a little easier on you."

"Spare me the poetry and besides I liked it like that."

"So this is it ?" He asked.

"Yes, I have to go." I was about to leave when he grabbed my hand.

"Harry we both got what we wanted now let me go."

"I- okay fine." He let me go.

I never imagined I would lose my virginity like this.

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