Satria began to tell stories from when he entered high school until now. Even smoothly, he mentioned the students' names who had bullied him and explained them with their body postures and faces. Alexa could only listen to it while she took a deep breath several times. She didn't expect Satria's high school period was so dark. Now she understands Satria's sometimes strange attitude. She also understands why Satria's gaze often looks blank. "At such a young age, I was amazed that he could still live with such shock and torment. On the other hand, his thinking ability is getting sharper. But mental, thought patterns and feelings seem to have been disturbed. He even now can tell his story without any expression. He seems to live without soul and feelings," thought Alexa. "That's my life at