DOMINIC
I am anxious and I have no idea why , well actually I do know why , or rather for who , but I refuse to accept it , I can't even think clearly about what this all means; I think I have spent the last week in a complete state of denial , when I find myself thinking about those blue eyes and strawberry blond hair , I scold myself because I know it is only because of how peculiar she was in her interview , and not because I really like her; And when those eyes torment me in dreams at night , I wake up agitated , with a huge erection , and trying to convince myself that blue eyes are quite common and do not necessarily have to be hers.
So when the i***t I hired for the position of assistant , who despite not being as incompetent as the rest of the assistants I have had in recent months , but could be quite slow at times , to the point of making me angry; one day he just didn't come to work a week after starting , and then he didn't answer his phones , nor his emails for two days in a row , I assumed he had gotten tired of the job , like many others before him , so I had to ask HR to call her , and ask if she was still available to take the job.
I hate to admit that I just sat on the edge of the chair , shuffling my feet anxiously as I waited for the Human Resources manager to call me back informing me of the girl's decision to take the job or not , and I even thought about the possibility of offering her more salary or calling her myself , in case she said no; But I didn't have to do any of that , because five minutes later , I answered my phone on the second ring , and sighed in relief when I was informed that she would be here first thing the next day to start her new role as my personal assistant.
And after receiving that news , I could not sleep well , I spent half the night tossing and turning in bed , and going to the kitchen to drink water or eat things that were in the fridge , because I could not fall asleep no matter how much I tried to , and when I finally could sleep , I dreamed of her , and this time there was no doubt that it was her , and the fact that she appeared in my dream was not the strange thing , but what happened in it; because I basically dreamed that she was entering my office to give me some folders , and without even knowing how or why , the next moment I took her by the hips and raised her on my desk , while I kissed her neck and took one of her breasts in my hand.
She wrapped her legs around my torso and began to kiss me with great passion. Then I ripped off her blouse making the buttons fly in all directions and exposing her t**s to my hungry eyes , while I slowly lowered the cup of her bra and took one of her hard , pink n*****s in my mouth , making her moan out loud , then my hands began to slide into her skirt trying to reach as far up as possible , she lifted her hips slightly to help me remove her underwear , and I began to massage her pleasure center with my thumb , causing her to moan out loud and throw her head back.
The dream felt so real , that when the alarm woke me up at the usual time , I grunted in exasperation as I woke up just as she reached into my pants , pulled out my hard member , and leaned down toward my throbbing shaft with her perfect pouty lips; and my erection was almost painful , so I had to help myself with my hand to release my desire a bit , and then go take a cold shower to calm the burning that spread over me like a rebel fire.
This is not good , now when I see her in the office I will have memories about that dream that was so vivid , and it will be difficult for me to concentrate on what I have to do , or to give her the necessary instructions for her to do her job; I have to think of some way to get these stupid ideas out of my head , she will work for me and I cannot have any kind of relationship with her other than work , because I know that this will have disastrous consequences for me , and for the law firm.
Maybe if I can scare her enough , she won't give me those puppy dog eyes that all assistants usually do when they start working with me , and they are trying to flirt with me or win my affection , because I am sure that if she looks at me that way , with those huge blue eyes , I will not feel annoyed as I feel with the other girls , but I will probably remember the dream I had , and I do not want to have to face the consequences of f*****g an employee.
Although , if she turns out to be bad at her job and I had to fire her , maybe I could try to f**k her on my desk before asking her to pick up her things and go to pick up her paycheck , as I am sure she won't refuse , I saw the way she looked at me when she walked into my office , and I know from her expression that she finds me as attractive as I find her.
Yes , maybe that is not such a bad idea , because in this way , either she ends up scared of me and therefore she would focus only on her work , which in turn would make me get rid of any type of erotic scenario I build in my head with he r, or in the end , she ends up resigning or doing something that causes her to be fired , and then I will be able to fulfill that fantasy that is being bugging me since this morning , and it will stay in my head perhaps permanently.
No matter what happens , I will still win , and there is nothing I enjoy more in life than winning.