She smelled so good and looked so beautiful that I had to try not to pounce on her. And I wanted to. I wanted to do a lot of things with Sarah. When she sat down next to me in the back seat of the car, I felt relief - incredible relief, which was f*****g amazing, but I felt exactly that. It didn’t make sense to me because the whole experience was completely unknown to me. I had to start over. Sarah was a territory I had not set foot on before and I had to explore it step by step. I wanted to win it. I wanted more than I could have now. I knew instinctively that I would have to go slow to get any chance with the girl who had crawled so deep under my skin. I barely recognized myself. Was this love, as Lucas said?
I didn’t want to let go of her hand when Isaac stopped at the curb in front of
