Jason put the other arm around him too. Said, with all his heart, “I love you, Colby Kent-Mirelli.” Colby said promptly, “I love you, too. Always, completely. Like thunderstorms.” “You do love rain.” “I do.” “I think maybe I owe you an apology.” Colby’s entire face became a question, without words. “Not for today,” Jason said. “I mean, like…the first day we ever met. When I said some really f*****g stupid things about you, and you heard me.” Colby blinked at him. Baffled. Genuinely so. “Haven’t you already apologized for that?” “Did I hurt you?” “Why does it matter now? You did apologize, I remember. You were extremely serious about it.” That answer stabbed a spear through Jason’s gut, even though his husband didn’t mean it that way. It sounded, it echoed, too much like something