Chapter 21
The next day, just like the day before, Reid drives all day. He looks undoubtedly tired, but it's as close to blissful as I've ever seen him. Yet there is a fear inside me, a feeling that this is the calm before the storm. And that when his reality blows up in our faces, things will change.
"Are you scared?" I ask him.
He looks at me for a second, his countenance falls a little and I notice how hard it is for him to answer this.
"I'm scared, but not for me."
I nod and know that his fear is for his brother and me.
The things Reid has done to be who he is, are undoubtedly horrific. And I want to understand what motivated him to make the choices he chose, what his driving force was as a teenager to make his life go off the rails the way it did. And I'm not trying to find a
