Chapter 11
Upon returning home, I feel a sense of relief in my chest, as if I have regained something I didn't know I had lost. Maybe that was Savannah for me. So much happened in my life since I last had the opportunity to have her as a friend, that regaining that friendship feels like receiving a precious gift.
The mood between Reid and I is somewhat somber, but I really try not to make a big deal out of it. Every day I talk to Savannah, so she and little Isaac keep me completely distracted, until the day comes; the date with Jason. To say I wake up not feeling like going out is an understatement. I know I'll have to be careful, I'll have to think about the consequences of my every word and move while I'm with Jase, as I don't want him to harbor hopes inside him that he shouldn't have.
