Addie As I stand to the side, I almost want to cry as I watch Wild get his prospect patch and cut. I've seen this happen with a few other clubs we're friends with, but for the most part besides people who are affiliated with the family, since I've been alive the club hasn't added anyone. I'm very careful to keep myself from being too emotional. If I'm too emotional then I'll have to answer questions about why this means so much to me. The truth is, I'm proud of him. In the short time we've known each other, he's become an important part of my life. The loneliness that once plagued the s**t out of me isn't there like it was. He's taken some of that away, and even though I want to run from him, some time after talking with Tate, I realized I can't. It was like lightning struck my forehead