talk
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I was having the nicest dream and I was so comfortable. I know I have a comfortable bed at home. Yes, I said home. Kate and Hayden's place is my home and it is the only other place I felt like home. The only other place was the time I spent with my grandpa.
In this moment, it felt like I was in those two places though it felt different again. I can't explain but, it was different. All this was new to me.
I could feel a hand rubbing my side to my back in an up and down motion. I moved closer to my source of comfort and warmth.
I moaned into the comfort. It was hard, warm and comfortable. I felt myself hold on tighter then, I heard a chuckle. I opened my eyes and looked up. I found a pair of beautiful eyes looking down at me. He had a smile on his face. I looked down and noticed that my head was laying on his chest, our legs were tangled with one of my legs almost across his waist.
As usual, my face turned a deep shade of red. I started pulling away when he pulled me closer.
"good morning beautiful. I had the best sleep of my life." He kissed my forehead.
"good morning." I said shyly.
He moved away slightly to sit up.
" Lisa, I don't want us to leave this room. And I want us to talk and clear the air."
I sat up. "I will give us some time to brush our teeth, eat and then we talk. You go and take a shower as I prepare breakfast."
"I can help"
"No, thank you." He kissed my cheek and got up. I looked at him and came face to face with his bulge. I felt shy to be looking at that but, I was in shock.
I had never seen the male anatomy in my life. I had touched one for like a second when my ex wanted me to touch his item but, I pulled my hand away fast. Even in that second, I don't think it was anything close to this.
Wait! I think I just lied. I have seen one when I caught my mother and ex having s*x. That's not a thought I want right now.
"Are you enjoying the view?"
I blushed and quickly walked away. I could hear him laughing as he walked away. It was embarrassing to be caught staring at him like that. I got out of bed and just as I was about to go into the bathroom, my phone rang.
I rushed towards it and looked at the caller ID. It was Kate. Oh s**t! I knew I was in so much trouble for not calling to let her know that I wasn't coming home. I picked up.
"hello"
"where are you?! We have been so worried about you. I was about to go to the police."
Dramatic much.
" I'm sorry."
"Where are you? Are you okay? Do you need us to come and get you?"
"I'm okay and you don't need to come get me. I will be home as soon as I can. I will explain everything when I come home."
Before I could answer, the door opened and Dante walked in.
"breakfast is ready." I tried to shush him but, it was too late.
"Lee, who are you with?"
"Kate, I will see you when I get home." I cut the call before she could say anything but, I knew that it will cost me.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know you were on phone."
"It's okay. Kate is just worried, I forgot to call her last night."
He nodded and told me to take a quick shower, which I did. He insisted that I wear his clothes. They were big for me but, we decided on a smart shirt, his boxers inside and a belt. This will be shameful. I guess this is what Kate calls walk of shame.
After breakfast, we sat down and he started to talk.
"Lisa, I know this goes against so many rules. It's unethical for you and I to have a relationship but, I want to give it a try. I really hope you can consider that."
I didn't say anything.
"Lisa, I will need to talk to me. If this is going to have a conclusion then we have to communicate. I'm sorry that I made you feel like I didn't care for you in Italy. Tell me what went through your mind that night."
I was scared, talking about feelings and all is not something that I knew. This was definitely strange for me. My therapist always tells me to talk about things. I took a deep breath and began talking, I just couldn't look him in the eye.
"I was hurt. I know I am not the type of girl that you can like. That is why I am confused as to why I am here."
"Do you regret coming here?"
"no I don't. But, I don't understand."
"I didn't want to hurt you when I didn't respond. I didn't want to scare you or hurt you but, I did just that. You need to understand that I have wanted to kiss you for so long. I had to keep my cool and not make things awkward. When you ran, I came after you to apologize. I knocked but, all I heard was your cry. It hurt me to know that I was the reason for your tears."
" I just thought I made a mistake."
"Not at all. I would like us to give us a try."
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