Chapter 8
Sophia
I've been in Iwan's possession for five weeks now. Sometimes it seemed much longer, but sometimes it felt as if I had fallen through the rabbit hole to find myself in a strange world of pain and lust just yesterday. Iwan tortured me daily. Sometimes he would whip me. Sometimes he used the various devices and toys to torture me with o****m deprivation. Then, when I was just a sobbing, trembling pile of misery, he took me into his arms and when I calmed down, he loved me. Usually hard, but sometimes incredibly tender and affectionate. My feelings were on a roller coaster. All the time. I was confused. I could feel myself becoming sexually addicted. When Iwan was not at home I was playing with the kitten I had called Tarzan, but my thoughts kept coming back to Iwan and my b
