Christian. "Do you have to go into her apartment? Can't you call her on the phone or something?" Esther asked, unable to hide the jealousy in her voice when I told her that I wanted to go into Beatrice's apartment to call her out. Beatrice and I had both earlier agreed that we would both be present when the result was to be read. I decided that we should use a different hospital because I wanted to keep everything under wraps and out of the ears of my colleagues back at my hospital. And because I didn't want to get there before Beatrice or spend endless hours waiting for her, I decided to come to pick her up. "I don't have her number, and I thought we talked about this. You have to trust me; it is very important for the sake of the both of us," I said to Esther as I took her hand to p