Devin I wonder why Uriel chose this time to come into my office, I know Tracey would be hurting bad and I honestly wish I didn't have to cause her so much pain. I didn't mean to get angry at her for talking with Philip, I just don't understand what came over me. Seeing him make her laugh made me mad, she has never laughed with me and I felt jealous. But why will I be jealous? When I do not love her, or do I? I can't believe that instead of hating her, I am asking her to be my mistress. I felt so connected with her when I held her against the wall, her skin was tender and relaxing. Her big brown eyes though filled with panic, were the most genuine things I have ever set my eyes on. Even though her lips were trembling in fear, they looked so juicy and the urge for me to taste them wa