Christian We arrived at Tracey's house a couple of minutes later to see them, and we were all excited to be reunited. At least I was pretending to be. I couldn't help throwing a couple of glances at Esther whenever she moved across the room or was laughing at a joke that someone said. It's crazy how she is so calm and collected and I am raging on the inside. I have missed her a lot. Even though I have always gone to see her at the hotel, she has never allowed me to touch her, and it's been f*****g frustrating for me. "Christian, are you alright?" I heard Devin ask me with his eyes scrutinizing me. He must have noticed my sudden quietness during the conversation and opted to ask what was distracting me. "Yeah, I am fine. "I am just feeling tired as a result of stress at work," I sa