Devin. Just learning about Christian and Esther being mates came as a total surprise to me. I was completely lost for words as to how I allowed my anger to blind me to the extent of not seeing how long my sister has had to suffer without her mate. All the while, I thought Christian didn't follow my order because he was distracted by something or someone else, not knowing that his distraction was a result of him being with Esther. I stared at both of them and I wished I could turn back the hands of time to try and fix the wrongs I did to them. "Why didn't you go with him?" Or say something that you guys were mates, " I asked Esther, whose tears were breaking my heart. “It's because I felt guilty too. He had told me that you sent him to Sandra's house. If I had just let him go, maybe