Logan
I couldn't wait to get out of here. Apart from me wanted to run out there and look for her, but I knew I had to be cautious. I haven't seen her in so long.
I'm unsure of what I will say when she's in front of me. What if she moved and I find she's not alone? What if she came back married, or engaged?
I know Troy has great communication with her, but one rule I had to enforce was that he was not allowed to talk about her. It was too painful for me. I itched to know about her, the little that he knew, I wanted to know; all of it. But, it was doing more damage than good to me.
I had to beg him not to tell me anymore. Until I was able to hear her name without lashing out or breaking down, her name could not be spoken in front of me.
I want to go so bad and confront her now, but I
