Cara I’m sitting by the pond waiting for Jace to arrive. It is weird, that I am Jace’s mate. Even though I was not allowed to be at the celebration, I could see Jace at it from some of the places by the pack house where no one could see me. The mate bond was drawing me into him. I would see she wolves flirting with him and it was making me upset. I also noticed Jace wasn’t flirting back at them either. Even though he was smiling, his eyes were not lit up like someone who was really happy. I also noticed he wasn’t eating anything at the celebration. When he linked me to meet him at the pond, I decided to pack a simple basket for him. He needed to eat. A picnic with Jace, I would never thought this yesterday. I spread the blanket out and waited for him. I could sense when he arrived,