Chapter 9: Charles (1)
Am I meant to be alone forever?
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Why can’t I be loved like everyone else is?
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What’s wrong with me?
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Am I different than everyone?
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Is it my fault?
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I want to cry but I can’t…
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I want to share my pain but I can’t…
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I don’t want to be alone but I… have no one…
Those painful words repeated in his mind. Whenever he is too happy about anything he will hear those questions repeat in his head. Again and again… he couldn’t sleep, he wasn’t hungry…
Vincent spends the entire night working instead of sleeping. The circles beneath his eyes were extremely dark and on his pale skin they were even more visible.
He didn’t want to remember those painful days but he couldn’t help it. He couldn’t control his thoughts. Only when he’s working he manages
