JUNE
I can't believe I'm here. And naked too.
His hold was firm on me, I could see him struggling, and his control was thinning. He didn't want to be to rough with me even though he didn't have the time to.
I stared back at him, wondering if this was working yet and if he felt better. His eyes then told me that he did, and this was it.
Was I ready to give myself to him? I never thought that this would be the way he and I would have our first time or even have anything to do with each other this way because I hated him.
I hated his eyes, even though I thought them beautiful years ago. I hate that I still do and I'm still drawn to them. His lips, too, I hated how well he knew how to kiss me, getting me moaning at the slightest touch. His hands? I hated them more. They hurt me, and knew
