LENNOX It was official now that I had used my own hands to ruin my life. All my anger, all the pain that I held on to was poured out on the one person who actually saved my life. She saved me. I always wondered how great life would have been with her by my side, but it turned out it would have been the worst for her and myself. I couldn’t believe what my ears had heard. I could still hear Beta Orion’s chuckle and Weston’s dark laugh as they recounted my past and June’s, but I wanted to believe it was a joke they were making about it. It had to be, please let it be a joke. I hadn’t made a move to leave the table just yet, my legs felt heavy from shame, guilt and a new fresh pain at the thought that I was going to have to face her again after everything I had done. She f*****g saved m