Alana's POV I woke up fighting, I felt like I was being crushed, but when my mind cleared a little bit, I realized it was only the blankets that were holding me down, once I calmed down I was able to break free. "How are you feeling?" Mona asked, as she helped me out of bed. "To be honest, I'm not sure. These last couple of days had been a nightmare. I wasn't hurt, I don't think so at least, but I'm not feeling all that whole. It feels like I'm under water, like I can barely breathe, and then I feel like I need him to be with me to feel free again, and then guilt consumes me. I know you said that maybe I'm here, in this position to make a difference, but I really don't think so, I really believe there's nothing I can do to change his mind. Even knowing one of his warriors found