Project Xt-178

Battle 42

Ivan pov:

Pag-gising ko ay agad bumungad sa'kin ang naka-ngiting muka ni Arjhay habang yakap-yakap ang bewang ko.

"I missed you so damn much baby," he whispered.

Sasagot sana ako pero bigla nitong hinila ako palapit sa kanya at sumandal sa dibdib ko.

"Why so clingy?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"I just love you so damn much," he mumbled before closing his eyes.

"I want some water Arjhay," I whispered while softly brushing his hair.

Tumayo naman ito at kitang-kita ko ang laki ng katawan nito, kumuha naman ito ng tubig at agad binigay sa'kin.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

"Just a little, I can manage this little pain." I responded before holding his hand. "Are you happy?"

Ngumiti naman si Arjhay bago masuyong halikan ang balikat ko. "I'm so happy Ivan, and I'm so addicted to you."

Hindi ko naman maiwasang ngumiti kaya tumingin ako rito, hindi ko naman inasahan na tila medyo nayanig ako sa titig nito. His eyes are full of raw emotions from love, lust, passion, belonging and happiness, I never knew that those emotions can all be visible at the same time.

"I love you," I mumbled.

He just gave me a small smile before capturing my lips with his, what did I do to deserve someone like Arjhay.

"I love you more than anything," he replied.

"Let's go, everyone is waiting for us. Let's not keep them from waiting any longer," I said.

We both stood up and I quickly diverted my gaze when I saw his thing, it's so big even tho it's not hard. We quickly went out and went to the base, after Edrian saw me he just gave me a malicious look.

"Seems like someone had so much fun last night," he said.

"What do you?" I asked while pretending that I don't know what he's talking about.

"Don't me Louis, you have some love marks on your neck that you forgot to hide. Gosh Louis you made love with my cousin," he teasingly replied.

"Your voice is too loud," I responded while looking around.

"Just admit it," he replied.

"Fine, I made love with your cousin last night. I gave my all to him," I said in defeat.

"Finally, you made him so worries while you were gone. So it's fine that he made love with you as a reward for being a good leader while you were gone," Edrian said before sitting.

"I'm not sure if I made the right decision for making love with him," I honestly said.

"Why?" he shortly asked.

"I love Arjhay but what if he doesn't actually love me, I'm gay Edrian and we both have the same insecurities in life. We can't defeat a real girl," I answered with a worried tone.

"Ivan, my cousin loves you so much. He'll never cheat on you, I know that we are gay and you can't give him a child but I know that he'll never think about it as long as he have you. You are his happiness Ivan, you make him feel complete. I still remember how shattered he was after he rejected you, he only did it because it's not yet the right time for the both of you. Now I bet that he'll do anything just to keep you by his side," Edrian said.

"Thank you for the advice Edrian, I really don't know what to do without you. Specially you're my closest friend since we were just kids," I replied.

Sumapit naman ang gabi at umuwi na ako sa bahay, Mom prepared 2 of my favorite dish for the both of us and I happily eat alot.

"How's the food?" Mom asked.

"It's still the best dish for me Ma, thank you for preparing this. I really missed eating your dish," I replied with a smile on my face.

"I'm happy that you returned safely Ivan, I know that you'll do anything to survive but I'm still scared because I saw how strong your enemies. But I'm so thankful that you did everything to survive because I don't know what I will ever do if I lose you son," Mom responded.

I quickly stood up and hug here because her tears began to fall. "I'll never leave you Ma, I made a promise to be by your side. No matter what problem may come I'll always be here for you, because you are the most amazing woman that I could ever wish for."

After our mother and son moment I quickly went up to my room and saw Arjhay on my window, I rolled my eyes on him when he came close to me and hug me tight.

"I missed you," he said.

"We work together for the whole day and yesterday we made love, why so clingy?" I teasingly asked.

"I just want you on my side forever Ivan, I don't wanna lose you ever again. It feels like hell when they took you, I feel so scared everytime you are on a fight specially with the General of Russia. I feel so useless when she tries to mock you even tho I know that you'll never let it slip, I don't wanna feel useless again Ivan. That's why I wanna protect you and give you all my love," he answered and I could see the sincerity in his eyes.

"Thank you so much Arjhay, thank you for everything. Specially thank you for taking care of Mom, I don't know what would I do without you. I love you so much Arjhay," I replied.

"I'm always here for you Ivan, I'm always here to support you and be the man for you. Because I love you," he responded before kissing my forehead.

He was about to leave again using the window but I quickly hold his hand, he suddenly looked at me and I felt my face turning red.

"Can you sleep with me just for tonight?" I shyly asked.

"I would love to sleep with you Ivan," he responded with a smile on his face before dragging me to my bed.