Boaz was beyond excited, but much to his astonishment, he is also aware that he had to be restrained. The fear of losing her, the fear of not ever getting this close to her, was like reins that held his wits not to do anything he will regret later. But the mere fact that he can deem his actions to be true and right was a milestone for him with his illness. This feeling is raising his spirits. He was attentively listening when the girl would tell him to turn around.
Nina, on the other hand, was feeling like sitting on pins and needles. She wanted to do as he suggested. She was even excited. Too excited, that worries her as well. She is well aware they are suffering from illnesses of addiction. Her balance of mind is telling her this is crazy.
Absolutely crazy!
But will she ever h
