Moon Shadow：A werewolf's struggle

Chapter 11: Psychological Struggle

The aftermath of the battle has not yet subsided, and the air is filled with the smell of gunpowder and blood. Lin Yue stood in the ruins of the laboratory, his chest heaving violently, his fists clenched, and his fingertips deeply embedded in his palms. In front of him was still the scene of the enemy he had just knocked down, and the tension and fear at that moment were still as clear as yesterday.

"Calm down, Lin Yue, calm down..." He repeatedly warned himself in his heart, but the shock in his heart was difficult to calm down. Although the enemy had fallen, Lin Yue still felt a lingering fear - a fear of his own power.

Since waking up as a werewolf, Lin Yue has been trying to control this new power, but in the battle just now, he felt the true power of this power for the first time. It is not only powerful, but also full of wildness, as if constantly testing his limits and tempting him to lose control.

"Lin Yue, are you okay?" Li Mo's voice came from behind, with a hint of concern. He walked slowly, his eyes fixed on Lin Yue.

Lin Yue turned to look at Li Mo, and found that there was deep understanding and subtle worry in the other's eyes. He knew that Li Mo had seen through his heart.

"I... I felt that I almost lost control." Lin Yue whispered, with a tremor in his voice. "That power is too strong, so strong that it scares me."

Li Mo was silent for a moment, then patted Lin Yue on the shoulder, with encouragement and comfort in his tone. "Power itself is neither good nor bad, the key is how to use it. You have done a good job, Lin Yue. You kept your mind at the most critical moment, which is more important than anything else."

Lin Yue nodded, but his heart was still a little shaken. He knew that Li Mo's words were right, but the feeling of losing control just now still made him feel scared. It felt like being in an uncontrollable storm and could be dragged into the abyss at any time.

"What would happen if I really lost control?" Lin Yue couldn't help asking, with a hint of uneasiness in his eyes. He was afraid not only of the consequences of losing control, but also of the fear of completely losing himself.

"That's the meaning of our existence," Li Mo replied, his voice firm. "The power of the tribe lies in our mutual support and trust. Even if you really lose control, we will help you regain your sanity, just like you did today."

Lin Yue was silent. He knew that Li Mo was right, but there was still an indescribable uneasiness in his heart. This uneasiness came not only from the uncontrollability of power, but also from his re-understanding of his identity.

"I don't know if I'm really ready, Li Mo." Lin Yue finally admitted, with a hint of helplessness in his tone. "I always thought I could control everything, but reality tells me that things are not that simple."

Li Mo looked at Lin Yue, and a hint of understanding flashed in his eyes. He knew that Lin Yue was undergoing a profound inner transformation, which would determine his future path.

"Lin Yue, every warrior will experience such a moment." Li Mo's voice was gentle but powerful, "This is a kind of self-doubt, a re-examination of power and responsibility. But you have to understand that a true warrior is not without fear, but still chooses to move forward in fear."

Lin Yue looked up at Li Mo, and a hint of thought flashed in his eyes. He knew that what Li Mo said was right, but he still needed time to digest it all and accept his new identity as a warrior.

"Fighting is not only a duel of strength, but also a psychological struggle." Li Mo continued, with a deep philosophical tone. "The enemy you face today is not only the fighters of the secret organization, but also the fear and uncertainty in your heart. And you have taken a crucial step. You did not let fear control you."

Lin Yue exhaled slowly and felt the depression in his heart gradually eased. He began to realize that the real battle is not just an external confrontation, but also a conquest of the heart.

"Thank you, Li Mo." Lin Yue whispered with a hint of gratitude in his tone. He knew that Li Mo's guidance not only helped him win the battle, but also helped him complete the psychological transformation.

"You have come a long way, Lin Yue." Li Mo smiled slightly, with relief in his tone. "Next, all you need to do is keep moving forward and continue to challenge your limits."

Lin Yue nodded, feeling the fog in his heart gradually dissipating. Although the front is still full of unknowns and challenges, he is ready.

"We should evacuate now." Li Mo suddenly said, his tone regained calmness and determination. "Enemy reinforcements may arrive at any time, we need to leave here as soon as possible."

Lin Yue came back to his senses and quickly sorted out his thoughts. He knew that now was not the time to immerse himself in his inner world. The battle was not over yet, and they had to act quickly.

The two quickly joined the other team members, and the entire team began to retreat in an orderly manner. Lin Yue felt that his actions became more decisive, and every decision was more firm. He knew that he had completed an important growth in this battle.

When they successfully evacuated the base and entered the safe area, Lin Yue felt that the tension in his heart was finally completely released. He looked back at the base that was gradually disappearing in the darkness in the distance, and a complex emotion surged in his heart.

That was not only the first time he really faced the battlefield of life and death, but also the first time he really accepted his identity as a warrior psychologically.

"You did a good job, Lin Yue." Li Mo said beside him, with praise in his tone. "Tonight you not only defeated the enemy, but also defeated yourself."

Lin Yue felt an unprecedented calm, and he knew that Li Mo was right. Tonight's battle not only made him realize his own strength, but also made him realize himself.

"This is just the beginning." Lin Yue whispered, his eyes firm. He knew he still had a long way to go and many challenges were waiting for him, but he was no longer afraid.

In the deep night, Lin Yue and Li Mo stood side by side in a quiet open space, overlooking the city lights in the distance. Although the future is still full of unknowns and dangers, Lin Yue is ready to face everything.

He is no longer that ordinary urban white-collar worker, but a real warrior, a warrior who fights for his tribe and himself.

As the night breeze blows gently, Lin Yue feels that the power in his heart has become more stable. He knows that this power will accompany him through every battle and every challenge until he finally finds his destination.

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