**Fernando's POV**
I watched as the yacht disappeared slowly into the sea. I was happy for my boss and my friend that they were finding love. I have also come to terms that I may never find that for myself. My luck with relationships has been horrible. To be completely honest with myself, I am not even attracted to women, but am having difficulty with saying the words. I can think them, write it down, but have been unable to voice it. I'm gay.
Lorenzo knows nothing about it, and I don't know how he would react. He has never showed any problems with homosexuals, but he doesn't know one works for him either. I'd like to think he would be accepting, but I'm still so unsure. I can't even say the words so how would I ever even tell him? Write him a letter?
I knew I was different when I was
