**Phoebe's POV**
Nathan is alive.
I still couldn't believe it. It was repeating over and over again in my head. 'He's alive. He's alive. He's alive.' I couldn't turn it off! It was driving me insane as I paced the bedroom, pulling at my hair and crying. The only other thought that was screaming at me was how could Lorenzo do this to me? How could he watch me break like I did and say nothing? I am sure he had his reasons, but I doubt I will be able to see it the way he does. I don't know if I can forgive him this time. I don't know what to do. Life was coming at me from al sides and it was becoming hard to handle. I am trying to stay strong, trying to mold into something that can handle this life, but I can't do it alone. I need Lorenzo.
There was a soft knock at the door, and the knob
