Finally reaching our bedroom. I tried to open it quietly. But, it would not budge. I guess Zaden still don't want me here.
Hurt.
Pain.
Emptiness.
That's what I am feeling from his behaviour. He clearly doesn't want me, but I thought our relationship have improved enough to tolerate each other's presence.
Turning around I entered another bedroom.
It was past midnight, and I was still awake. Closing a book. I sigh and rub my eyes. Why could not I fall asleep?Deciding to get some fresh air, I walked to the balcony. The cold night breeze made me sneeze instantly.
Taking a seat, I opened my book again and continued reading. But my small concentration did not last long. Suddenly I felt as if my whole body was burning in pain, as if thousands of needles were
